the job search

finding a job could be one of the absolute hardest things for me.  i have a firm belief that i am a good employee and that i work hard.  i would be most employers dream employee.  yet, it stresses me out to no end.  mainly because i have never really known what i have wanted.  i always just need "anything that will pay the bills."  so i broadly search for anything that has openings.  i really hope this time next year, when i am actually ready to work in the field i want, that i will have the courage to waltz into any dentist's office, throw down my application, and explain to him/her why he/she would be the biggest fool for not hiring me right there and then.  i also want to have an understanding that if they do decide to be the biggest fool that day, to not take it personally.